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WHERE DO I BELONG?


Miguel - What's normal anyway

[Verse 1]

Too proper for the black kids, too black for the Mexicans

Too square to be a hood nigga, what's normal anyway?

Too opinionated for the pacifist, too out of touch to be in style

Too broke for the rich kids, I don't know what normal is

[Chorus]

What's normal anyway? What's normal anyway?

I mean what's normal anyway? What's normal anyway?

What's normal anyway?

I'm in a crowd and I feel alone, I look around I not feel alone

I never feel like I belong, I wanna feel like I belong

Somewhere, somewhere

I'm in a crowd and I feel alone, I look around and I feel alone

I never feel like I belong, I wanna feel like I belong

[Verse 2]

Too immoral for the Christians, but too moral for the cut-throat

Too far out for the in crowd, what's normal anyway?

Too involved in my own life to spend time with my family

Too concerned about what others think

[Chorus]

What's normal anyway? What's normal anyway?

I mean what's normal anyway? What's normal anyway?

What's normal anyway?

I'm in a crowd and I feel alone, I look around and I feel alone

I never feel like I belong, I wanna feel like I belong

Somewhere, somewhere, somewhere

[Bridge]

Don't let them change you, just be who you are, who you are

Don't let them change you, you can't please them all, them all

[Chorus]

In a crowd and I feel alone, I look around and I feel alone

I never feel like I belong, I wanna feel like I belong, somewhere

Don't let them change you, just be who you are, who you are

Don't let them change you, you can't please them all, them all

In a crowd and I feel alone, I look around I not feel alone

I never feel like I belong, I wanna feel like I belong, somewhere

Wearing:

Top - Thrifted

Skirt - American Apparel

Milkshake - McDonals

Sunnies - MiuMiu

Hi Loves

Today I wanna talk with you about feeling lost, as I really know this feeling and wanted to share my thoughts with you. I heard this song by Miguel a lot lately, not only because I love his voice and music style but also because I love this really good lyrics with just a lot of true words in it.

As you might know I grew up (from age 6 to age 20) in a really really small village with not more than 7000 inhabitans and even more cows. For a lot of people this might be perfect, growing up in the middle of mother nature. Forrest wherever you look, animals all over the grasslands and water directly from the mountain stream. Okay, okay this might be a bit too dramatic and overdone but for me all I have seen in the past few years were exactly these things. While others have seen the beauty in a calm village all I felt was being lost and alone.

I wanted to share my thoughts, dreams and visions with someone who had the same goals in life. I wanted to travel the world, explore things, dressing like Hollywood-Dolls or going on a shoppingspree for days :p But when I act how I really was – dressing how I wanted – people starred as me, laughed at me and have made rude comments about what I have worn, how I talked, just how I was.. but it was ME! Just as Miguel sings: “In a crowd and I feel alone, I look around and I feel alone”

For a few years I was really struggling as I felt like my thoughts and my dreams were wrong. And also I should live the normal life which means, going to work, meeting friends, doing sports, hiking, sleeping and all over again. And I tried to be that person, I made a normal apprenticeship, I worked in an office – way too long, I lived the normal swiss life.. wow, I was that typical swiss girl and I was everything - but happy!

For such a long time I thought something would be wrong with me until I discovered instagram and a whole new world.

I made friends over this platform, I realized I wasn’t the only one with crazy visions in her head and I wasn’t the only person in switzerland which loves taking pictures. But not only this fictitious world called instagram really helped me to find myself, but also a lot of friends I made in the next bigger city just as Lorena or Milena. I really want to thank them at this place for always believing in me and being by my side.

So if you guys are asking yourself “Where do I belong?” don’t make yourself crazy when not fitting in the typical swiss teenie. Especially if you grow up in a small village as I did, it’s hard to stay true to yourself, to hold on your dreams and to be who you really are. I know that feeling too well and if you’re in a phase in your life just as I described above I would be happy to help you. So just write me a comment down below or a tumblr-message if you prefer to write anonymously. I will answer all.

I also got messages from girls which were in a real life crisis, with only 15 years old.. who didn’t wanted to live anymore, who had lost the positive thoughts in life. Please do never give up! Believe me, I was also in a situation similar to yours but life is beautiful.. maybe not in exactly this moment.. but in a few years you will laugh about your problems nowadays

I just wanted to write about this because a lot of you always ask me “Why are you so happy all the time?” “How did you become so confident?” “What is your secret to always think and be positive?”

And maybe this is a little answer, maybe you know me a bit better know.. and hopefully I could help you if you are asking yourself right now if you belong in this world!

Let me tell you: YES YOU ARE, you do belong.. maybe you haven’t found your crowd yet but just give yourself and your life a bit time, I know it’s hard to just wait and be patient, but it will be worth it

“Don't let them change you, just be who you are, who you are

Don't let them change you, you can't please them all, them all”

With this lines by Miguel I’ll leave it like that. As I already told above, if you have any more questions or need an advise or whatever just write me, you’re never alone!

Wish you all a totally great day and thank you for reading

xx

Minea

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